Don't Bruise A Broken Girl♥ (go back »)

I was thinking that would be a good story, poem, or song title. Don't you think?

Idk i'm kinda freeked out right now. I went to my friend Jareds house and we played Dare and well it got kinda crazy. Ik we all swore to eachother that we wouldn't tell anyone but I'm really scared someones gunna break and tell. The worst thing I think is when Jared put some cheese stuff on his stomach adn i had to lick it off. EW! It was disgusting! I am so mad right now!

I had a totally laps of being stupid and well look were it got me. Like dry heaving in his bathroom! God it was obber embaressing and I'm so scared right now....

Oh Yea remember that guy that my whole life seemed to of been revolving around?Mr. Perfect? Well just my f***en luck he doesn't like me! I wanna cry my eyes out! I want to scream as loud as I can and have everyone stare and think i'm insain! I JUST WANT A FRIGGEN HUG! I WANT TO BE KISSED BY A GUY WHO ACTUALLY MEANS IT! LIFE IS A F***EN B****!

I just uk want someone to care. You know actually look me in the eyes and say "hey Cait you're looken a little down is somethin up?" But heres the hard part...could you mabey actually mean? Not just say it cuz uk i want you to say it but beacuse you autually care about me and want me to happy.......is that alot to ask for?

Sorry people I gotta go;. I'm kinda crying now lol and well I just wanna you know sit for a little and think things over. How much more f***ed up could life get? Really?

Caity~Lynn*